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[11 Apr 2005|11:16pm]

What happened to this journal?!? Where did everyone go?

If u read this u should comment!.. and maybe we can get this thing going again! :)
(love's an excuse to get hurt )

[02 Oct 2004|05:08pm]

Dude, I have a boyfriend!
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First Love.. *poem* [09 Sep 2004|09:12pm]


            ~First Love~

It was this past winter
On those cold, snowy days
When we looked into eachother's eyes
And in love we fell.
We all thought it'd last
Then the future took a turn
And decided we needed to go
On our seperate ways
We were to part
And be just friends
We met other people
And started to like them
But neither of us seem to date
When I see you now
I'm reminded of the past
Our first kiss, our first movie
Or just driving around in your car
I remember how I never saw
Not one single flaw in you
And how you made me feel
You made me feel like I meant something
But I have to keep the past behind me
And I have to let go of what we had
We both still will think about it
From time to time again
But that's because...
You can never replace your first love.

                                   ~Written By: Alicia Marie Groulx - September 8, 2004

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New to the community.. [08 Sep 2004|10:37am]

Well.. Ive read all the entries in here..

Love.. I dont think I'll ever find someone who loves me, really truely..

I only had one person I really loved.. everyone thought one of my ex's was my first love.. but theres a difference between loving someone, and having your world revolve around them.. And he just used me and it was an emotionally abusive relationship more or less anyways..

But the one person I did love.. Said he loved me and all this other stuff.. It was the perfect relationship.. Not one flaw.. So I thought..

Then he said he didnt feel the same way about me anymore and felt bad cuz it didnt feel right .. so we broke up..

That was in February.. I am still in a class with him for 2 1/2 hours of the day (now that school is back in session) and I know I still love him..

Like.. ur first love.. you will never forget. and you'll always have something there for them still.. even a lil bit..

But after that I was in another relationship.. well.. I figure.. after that relationship also ended.. I was cursed in love.. I am always heartbroken and end up being depressed for like ever..

So my view on love.. Is I'm scared of it.. People say its the best thing in the world and such, or others say its overrated.. My opinion is.. It'd be nice to be in love and have it not end.. But Im scared of it.. Becuz I go through so much pain trying to find it..
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[27 Aug 2004|03:17pm]

love is overrated.
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[25 Aug 2004|01:55am]

love is for people with time
i have no time
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Nothing but old stars.... [17 Aug 2004|01:05am]

[ mood | cold ]

smiles are lies i tell
to myself so i won't have to explain anything.

hugs are lies that arms tell
to fool a person into thinking it's love.

and hugs are lies that arms tell
when words aren't enough to decieve.

That's what </i>I</i> think about love.
What do you think of it?
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gayness rules [14 Aug 2004|06:12pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

no one every updates... c'mon guysss

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[13 Aug 2004|03:34pm]

What's love got to do with it..............hah..SO BORED
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death cab- tiny vessels [12 Aug 2004|06:59pm]
[ mood | blank ]

This is the moment that you know
That you told you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day

All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me [x2]

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www.best-love-poems.com [08 Aug 2004|03:37pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I thought this was a really good poem. the website is very good

How do you open your heart to love again
when one mistake cost you your world and best friend?
How do you deal with the unrelenting pain
when all day long it just rattles your brain?
How do you learn to forgive and forget
when you don't know if your heart has healed yet?
How do you live your life day by day
when you have no one there to show you the way?
How do you rebuild your world after heartbreak
when you have no ambition, only heartache?
How do you cry with your eyes out of tears
when all feelings of love are consumed by your fears?
How do you prepare yourself to love someone new
when you know his love hasn't been proven to you?
How do you risk again being hurt
when he could be "the one" or only a flirt?
How do you remind yourself they're not all the same
when you really think that it's all just a game?
How do you know if you've found the right guy
when your brain says hello and your heart says goodbye?

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www.best-love-poems.com [08 Aug 2004|03:25pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I'm so tired,
i want to sleep.
Close my eyes,
And dream so deep.

I hurt so bad,
Now that you're gone.
Things aren't right,
everything is wrong.

I feel week,
Its like everything is meaningless.

Its a good dream
gone bad.
A nightmare,
I wish i never had.

Wake me up,
I'm not tired anymore,
Keep me from dreaming,
thats all I'm asking for.

(love's an excuse to get hurt )

[05 Aug 2004|02:57pm]

I wish I could get over someone. I really should be over them. I never should have fallen for him in the first place.
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david, you saved myy lifeee [05 Aug 2004|01:30pm]
[ mood | content ]

hung out with david.
and we went to jack n the box.
when we left, I started to walk across
the place were cars leave the drive through
and a car almost hit me and david pulled me back.
thanks david.

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[04 Aug 2004|11:14pm]
[ mood | crappy ]


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[04 Aug 2004|10:33pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Comment and visit my LJ boitches lol.

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[04 Aug 2004|03:00am]

I suck at love. That is all I have to say
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[02 Aug 2004|10:20pm]

[ mood | blah ]

dude .. love sucks right
the early novemvber is so soothing </3

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i never made a scene [02 Aug 2004|01:01am]

hey im new here...

my boyfriend broke up with me last saturday. we were dating for 2 and a half months and he is the first person i have ever loved. his name is Evan. he broke my heart and i dont know if i will ever be entirely over him. everyone told me that we had the worst relationship, and i knew it. i was his bitch... he didnt like beat me or anything, but i was like his wrestling partner in the off-season. he was a total asshole in public, but when we were alone he was perfect. he always talked about how we would have been together for a really long time... and i believed it.
he said he broke up with me because he was having regrets... and he didnt want to go on lying to me and himself because he cared about me so much and didnt want to hurt me... well he did. he did it once before and i was so devastated, i did some really dumb stuff. but then 3 days after he put us on a "break" he said he wanted me back because he regreted what he did and that he liked me so much... but he never loved me. i think he was still in love with Betsy (an old gf of his that he had for 5 1/2 months). i never want to be with him again... he hurts so well.
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[01 Aug 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Well. My boyfriend just broke up with me about a week ago. I didnt get to see him that much because of the fact that we had opposite schedules that made it impossible to go out but we did it anyway. He really made me happy I have to say. Well when I got from a week long vaction for softball I heard from my best friend jim that he was having second thoughts and being indesisive on whether we should continue dating each other. I confronted him about it and he told me it seemed like we were just friends and that I liked jim(my best friend), which is negative. So we ended up breaking it up but only after about two weeks which is good so I didnt get attached to the jerk he can be. I told him I didnt like jim because he is my best friend and I just dont like him. Also I asked how could you think we were more friends than lovers because we have only hung out once due to our schedules!!! And after I got through talking he said he was thinking he made a big mistake, I was like I bet you did.Im not to upset honestly.Things like this just happen, and I havent totally gave my heart out yet to one person but yea. here is a poem I wrote. stop by my livejournal hxcfruitloops.

tell me what you think...

The Way Its Supposed To Be...

Your my super hero like
in the comics you read
in all those magazines
the ones that girls see what
their supposed to be
by then I was pretty sure
I was numb to happiness until I met you
and everything started becoming clear again
your my withdrawl of all my fears
the tears youve erased
and the memories youve embraced
have just made me happy for once in a long while
Your that one breathing machine that has kept me revived
and my broken heart still beating
Your that one person that has stitched up these wounds of mine
that have constintedly been re-opened
yet everytime I feel deep down in my heart
I love the feeling of knowing your the only one for me

xx00 taylor

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